Decided to post. Homec test today , studied like siao yesterday till bout 12plus going to 1. Then 4.30 woke up to continue again. but not much stuff came up. And i have a feeling that i flunk it. Let the past pass!!!! Not feeling ready happy this few days. Dad went overseas for work again.

U were there when u needed u last time. But u weren't here now. Know that u r busy and sort of stuff. So can't really blame u. Thanks anyway. Thanks xiao sotong. Really great when u r around. Haha. Thanks for hearing wad i am going through. Thanks.

Decided to post. today was homec test, can't say that is was good. I think i flunk it. Sian lar........ Hate this. Why can't i study and get everything into my mind!!!!!!

U always there when i needed u most,but this time u weren't. Feel so lonely. So sad. So stressed. So....... but know that u r busy adn stuff so cannot blame u . Thanks xiao sotong. Great with u around. Thanks.

Decided to post. today was homec test, can't say that is was good. I think i flunk it. Sian lar........ Hate this. Why can't i study and get everything into my mind!!!!!!

U always there when i needed u most,but this time u weren't. Feel so lonely. So sad. So stressed. So....... but know that u r busy adn stuff so cannot blame u . Thanks xiao sotong. Great with u around. Thanks.

Hate my life now. Didn't post for a long time. Lots of stuff happened in my family. Feel so stressed. It is so hard to act , so hard. Don't want to know so much, but i knew. Acting infront of friends....... Might seems that i am very happy, and i am 'sometimes'...... but not all the time. Haiz. When will this feeling stop. Don't like, wan to be back to normal. And i will try not to screw up my studies. I HOPE!!!! May be the last post till a long time............