Yesterday's training was kinda hiong. LOL. It is just go on for the next few friday bah. Till everyone in the team get fit and stuff. Sorry didn't post for veri long liao. Too tired.... maybe lazy bah. HW- as in holiday's hw. LOL. Today maybe going to watch movie with sisira roy and keith(mr bean's holiday). Hope tat we can go and relieve some stress and stuff, have fun!!! I gotta tell u, it had always been on my mind since sec 2. I told u last year, yet u didn't give me any reply of any sort. T_T. Just give me a answer, i promise it won't affect our frenship at all....

Okay today played a match with the alumni. We lose. Pissed off with the team today. Not doing well today, i meant all. Everyone. This gonna be the new team soon. So i guess it will be a tough journey bah. Gonna try to get the team in shape for next year. So there will be training from next friday onwards. Not feeling good...... mum told me tat the doc say my grandma will be here on earth for 3-6 months more. AH!!!!!! Meimei realli need u to be around....... T_T

Holidays!!! Okay. We lost the last match on friday. So it is the end for the sec 4's softball career bah. Good luck for O'lvls then. Now i am at my aunt's house. Later going to uncle's house. There will be training for the holidays. Dam sian lor. T_T. Nth much to say le bah...... Enjoy the holidays...........

Not feeling good lately. Hate my life. Nth is going the way i wan it to be. T_T.

The feeling makes me wanna cry. The feeling of loneliness, being lost and have no idea wad to do...... I hate this feeling. T_T. I just hope tat u can be here to listen now, like u used to. I realli need u now. But u r too busy..........Meimei i wanna tell u lots of stuff, but u r just too busy le bah. Dun wanna disturb u...............

Okay today i totally screwed up...... Let in 8 runs(score) in like the first inning. T_T. Sorri guys. I think this will be the end le bah. Friday monfort, a even tougher match..... So sorri to the seniors who r left with 1 match for their legacy. I am realli sorri. If we lose this friday's match, softball guys be prepared. Every friday won't be a slakin day anymore. I meant for all tat r in sec 3 this year, and so called the senoirs of the CCA. Pitching is not a easy thing, feel like giving up. I am not having good times too. T_T. Screwed life...... Everything is screwed. There aren't any point or objective to make me move on anymore.................