Sorry guys tired and infection and hw and test. So didn't update bah. This few days was realli tiring, didn't manage to touch my com for a long long time. So i didn't update. HAHa. Feeling quite okay this few days. School is fun with sisira and rachel to play with everyday and everyone..... Infection at my buccal cavity area, wasn't able to speak well lately dam pain lah. So wasn't realli tokin as much as before. I think i totally screwed up all the test we had.....T_T Y is our life revolving around hw and test all the time. Something to be happy about TML is good friday, so i guess i will be going to my aunt's house for family gathering bah. Sorry guys not able to join u all. Hope to be able to chiong finish all the hw tat is piling up this weekend =)

Yesterday's training was kinda hiong. LOL. It is just go on for the next few friday bah. Till everyone in the team get fit and stuff. Sorry didn't post for veri long liao. Too tired.... maybe lazy bah. HW- as in holiday's hw. LOL. Today maybe going to watch movie with sisira roy and keith(mr bean's holiday). Hope tat we can go and relieve some stress and stuff, have fun!!! I gotta tell u, it had always been on my mind since sec 2. I told u last year, yet u didn't give me any reply of any sort. T_T. Just give me a answer, i promise it won't affect our frenship at all....

Okay today played a match with the alumni. We lose. Pissed off with the team today. Not doing well today, i meant all. Everyone. This gonna be the new team soon. So i guess it will be a tough journey bah. Gonna try to get the team in shape for next year. So there will be training from next friday onwards. Not feeling good...... mum told me tat the doc say my grandma will be here on earth for 3-6 months more. AH!!!!!! Meimei realli need u to be around....... T_T

Holidays!!! Okay. We lost the last match on friday. So it is the end for the sec 4's softball career bah. Good luck for O'lvls then. Now i am at my aunt's house. Later going to uncle's house. There will be training for the holidays. Dam sian lor. T_T. Nth much to say le bah...... Enjoy the holidays...........

Not feeling good lately. Hate my life. Nth is going the way i wan it to be. T_T.

The feeling makes me wanna cry. The feeling of loneliness, being lost and have no idea wad to do...... I hate this feeling. T_T. I just hope tat u can be here to listen now, like u used to. I realli need u now. But u r too busy..........Meimei i wanna tell u lots of stuff, but u r just too busy le bah. Dun wanna disturb u...............

Okay today i totally screwed up...... Let in 8 runs(score) in like the first inning. T_T. Sorri guys. I think this will be the end le bah. Friday monfort, a even tougher match..... So sorri to the seniors who r left with 1 match for their legacy. I am realli sorri. If we lose this friday's match, softball guys be prepared. Every friday won't be a slakin day anymore. I meant for all tat r in sec 3 this year, and so called the senoirs of the CCA. Pitching is not a easy thing, feel like giving up. I am not having good times too. T_T. Screwed life...... Everything is screwed. There aren't any point or objective to make me move on anymore.................

Thanks to all those kind soul in simei. I dropped my phone at a real dark area right opposite the mrt, and a few kind soul help me to find my phone. REALLY nice and stuff. Thanks. I would be dead if i realli lose my phone....... Okay now back to stuff tat happened. Yesterday went to second aunt's house. Actually all i did there was to slp bah........ LOL. Then today went to pray in the morning and went to my third uncle's house. Wanted to do hw but i slept again. Feel tat i am like a pig. SLP SLP SLP. T_T. So now i haven't done any hw and i have a match tml and tests coming up. I am so screwed.......

Tired of all this. So tired........

Dam. Pissed off. Just finished typing and i lost the whole thing so i have to type all over again. So yesterday cny celebration. Nth much bah. Was playing throughout the whole day with sisira and roy...... after the day we went to catch a movie with keith. Watch ghost rider aka power ranger movie-by roy. LOL It is not bad bah. Then they came to my house. Had lots of fun. They spamed ppl with nudges and stuff. It was so stupid, and it was my account. Sorri to those ppl who got pissed and stuff. SORRY. Then when my father came back, they got HONGBAO which is wad sisira wanted. LOL. Then he ordered pizza, so they left after eating. It was about 8 plus le lor. When we r having fun, time realli flies. Then it is today, officially the day of school after cny. No comment, just tat it is lewis's b'day. Then it is training. Quite hiong bah.........

Yesterday was realli a tiring day. Sorta when for a marathon. LOL. Reach home about 12 le, and relative is still at my house. So i slept at about 3plus bah. But it was fun. Going around the whole singapore. From simei to woodlands. Later will be going to second uncle house of my dad side, will be fun bah. SO everyone enjoy CNY bah. Thanks yk.....

1 more hour to chinese new year. I can kinda still remember previous years. The family will be together, in the living room waiting for the new year to come. But today.... i am all alone infront of the com. Mum in a room. Bro in a room. Dad in a room. Totally no mood for the CNY. I am starting to hate all this. Hate my life, why must this happen to me. I guess i can do nothing bah. Just wait for tat day to come. Although i have no idea wad tat day will be like, but i just hope tat it will be soon. T_T. Thanks yk for listening and sorri too....

MEIMEi.... come back soon. MIssing u already. Y is it tat all this have to happen when u r not around, when i actually needed u most. T_T. Feel so lonely again.....