Hate my life now. Didn't post for a long time. Lots of stuff happened in my family. Feel so stressed. It is so hard to act , so hard. Don't want to know so much, but i knew. Acting infront of friends....... Might seems that i am very happy, and i am 'sometimes'...... but not all the time. Haiz. When will this feeling stop. Don't like, wan to be back to normal. And i will try not to screw up my studies. I HOPE!!!! May be the last post till a long time............