1 more hour to chinese new year. I can kinda still remember previous years. The family will be together, in the living room waiting for the new year to come. But today.... i am all alone infront of the com. Mum in a room. Bro in a room. Dad in a room. Totally no mood for the CNY. I am starting to hate all this. Hate my life, why must this happen to me. I guess i can do nothing bah. Just wait for tat day to come. Although i have no idea wad tat day will be like, but i just hope tat it will be soon. T_T. Thanks yk for listening and sorri too....

MEIMEi.... come back soon. MIssing u already. Y is it tat all this have to happen when u r not around, when i actually needed u most. T_T. Feel so lonely again.....